It hurst like a knife trough oneself hearth you silent and you know it
With this recent issues and less and less words and less and less video
With you manner and act
I know what you are doing: protect yourself and your family
But in the mid time
I am dying …
I am losing the hope ….
I am losing my religion and my hope in love….
I hope those who tell you what to do , they deserve my life in change of their happiness
I hope they will be gratefully with you, for sacrifice me and my feelings
Take out out my hearth and present in honor of them , who deserve their happiness.